You know that I'm lost without you, so think of the cost of what you do. To me you really mean something, and running away will fix nothing. I'm begging you, please reconsider, when you hear that life is much better. You know that I'll wait until I'm old and grey just to see your face again.
Strange to be back at the keyboard tonight. It has been too long, friends. Far too many days and nights have passed by without so much as a word. I am out of practice, but I'll get my eye in.
There are many potential reasons why I've been gone so long. Chief amongst them is that I'm not awake at insane hours of the night/morning very often anymore. The insomnia is gone. Mercy, it feels good to sleep regularly. On top of that, I have been busy with music and security work and finer details of the book. I am happier than I have been in a long time. Easily the happiest since I started writing this fucking thing. Happier than I have been in three whole years. What a colossal waste of time it has been.
I will try to write more soon. Keep the candles burning at both ends. You never know when you'll be worn out for good, so make the most of it now.
Had you missed a word at all?
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can we put a new "comment" box in that says - yay i told you this makes me happy
what you think?? :)
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